It has recently come alarmingly to my attention that I should have written in my blog more during 2010. Unbeknownst to me, a special someone was collecting my blog posts, gathering them up, and binding them in a special little book, so that I could feel the joy of being published. And I petered out in September. Not to diminish the extreme treasure this little book is to me, or to diminish the extreme treasure the giver of the book is to me—but it feels incomplete—just like all the other projects and goals that I was so excited about at the beginning of 2010.
But let me explain something. I love new beginnings. I love a clean slate. I love the first of the month. I love blank notebooks that are ready to be filled with a gigantor list of all the things I want to do that day/week/month/year/instant. I love birthdays and holidays, because all of these times are “Starting Over” times for me—times that I can recommit to stop biting my fingernails (which have been growing strong since my birthday in early December, in case you were wondering), or to start working out, or to write in my blog more often.
Yet, seeing as every day is not a “starting over point,” and seeing that I stopped “starting over” with my blog in September–this leads my to my newest New Years Resolution: No more “starting over” landmarks.
Every day is the first day.
Tackle your goals as if it’s the first day of the year, and this is the year you finally decided to start using dental floss.
Fill your notebooks with scribbles, and letters, and pictures, and thinkings so that at the end of the year, your book is full.
You lived your life. At least that’s what I’ll tell myself by the end of 2011.
I’m back, blogger friends, and it feels so nice. Happy Starting Over Day #1. See you on Starting Over Day # 2.
That is such a cute gift from special someone! Perfect.
Well, I for one am glad that you are back. You are too good of a writer to save your musings for yourself.
I will keep track of you Sierra. Don't worry.
Welcome back–Now I have something to look forward to!